Red Wedding Gown

they try to break you inside  they think you will turn into stone  you are not made of stone nor plastic  you are made of gold inside the heart that pumps blood into you  your arms and legs that never fail you  then one day you are tired  they think you are gone  they try to break you inside  do not let them in  protect yourself against... the closer the danger gets  the further they are  they try to break you inside by naming shaming and failing you  just because you tell your mind they just say they are not gonna take you  don't break inside as you have gold  that pumps blood inside out and even when they bleed you  your blood manifests and roars you sing your song  they cannot break me inside  cause I am made of gold  the heart that pumps blood into me  will decide to fail me or not  not you

When it's dark it is utter dark When it's light it is shiny and warm When it's down death is near When it's up revival comes Never far from a cry Never far from a smile With that there was stability Clarity of the inside Streetlights outside Vivid lives in Istanbul Dullness in Kayseri evenings Fears, drunkenness Not being able to look into one's eyes Rebelliousness, jealousy, passion Loss, depression, happiness Overwhelming is this life Overburdening all these emotions Yet some are powerful in the battlefield Some cannot swim in still water Some can only handle the waves Some always get bored in calm waters Like a fish not knowing the ocean I have been drowning in a spoonful of water. 19 October 2014 - Brighton