yesterday I cried for my mom    I wanted her to come but she did not come      we ate mercimek çorbası and discussed Turkey for a while    then I thought about painting my mother    but it was only to suffer    had three glasses of wine      when I had my fourth glass    I fell apart and was drowning in my own tears   I cried cause I have not known   what I have become in these years      as he consoled me    it was not enough to hold and caress me    I thought about death and there was a dark feeling inside    as if a spirit was inside me    this spirit gave me fear    and without knowing what it was    all of a sudden disappears   but I had asked him to hold my hand    and he was sleeping   felt alone but no remedies    life had hit us hard    ten years without my mom    I thought it would feel better as time goes by    in fact, I feel it deeper and deeper in my heart    and in th...
Sevinçten uçardım hasta oldum mu Kırkı geçerse ateş çağrırlar İstanbul'a Bi' helallaşmak ister elbet di mi oğluyla Tifoyken başardım bu aşk oy'nunu Oh dedim göğsüne gömdüm burnumu Can Yücel