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they want you to grow cold
they want you to stay lonely
they want you to be like themselves
not liking any imagination or phantasy
they want to keep distance
they want to have a serious face

they would like cold smiles and

sarcastic jokes

to hurt you not knowing who you are really
they want to generalize 

they want to numerize
they really want to achieve
and you are a weird creature for them
cold cold people

with cold cold hearts
they want you to grow cold
they want you to grow old
they want you to be sad
they enjoy from the sufferings

and yet they are the best criticizers
of what you have not adapted to
they want you to change and become like a tree in winter

rather than green and warm and shining
lonley and freezing
they freeze your blood
they stimulate your thoughts
they want you to be lonely and get used to silence

book clubs

feminism
solidarity
friends
beer going out

cheap talk

good laughs

you miss them terribly

and you miss the wine too

then you miss your friends
who really ask and mean when they say
how are you?

they want to sell you something
they do not want to buy anything

they want an exchange unfair
or they want nothing at all from you
the worst case is this
when they really want nothing at all from you
and you give them your grudge
they really do not know
they want you to smile less
and laugh with a silent tone

but do not change for what they want
cause you will never be one of them

you are from the south and the south despite all fallacies
waits someone with open arms, with open eyes and ears

south knows how to appreciate warmth
south knows how to talk
south knows how to laugh

and yet knows how to be human.