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The Sadness of an Aboriginal



The Sadness of an Aboriginal
I cannot describe how sad they look
In the shopping mall
Or on the street
With their faces looking meaninglessly
To the crazy lights and shops around them.
As if looking for the river once was there
Looking at the meaninglessness of consumption
And people in the shops
The way westerners entertain themselves by shopping
Whenever I see an Aboriginal sad
I feel that I am meaningless
That I am a part of it
Of which they are not part of
The great sadness of an aboriginal
Is enough to make the whole world sad
They are so small, so numb but sad, and lost
They look unhappy
They look like they are just there
Cause they have to be there
My mother would cry if she had seen a young man becoming blind slowly
She would have cried if she had seen the aboriginals
Like the imaginary characters
You bump into them in an underground
In a shopping mall
On the street
After the supermarket
What happens is that when you see them
The time stops
And it restarts again
But without meaning
They seem unhappy
And you are a part of the thing
Of which they are not part of
Why not cry for each Aboriginal
Who does not want to belong
Why not cheer up for the power they have
Even if they seem powerless
Just one look
And I tell myself: What are you doing on earth in this shopping mall?
Do I change no
But the day I see them
My day changes and I act differently
I act in a weird way cannot explain
Their sadness is the sadness of the whole world
And it is so strong that I almost feel it myself.
As if  I have lost someone I loved.

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