The Shitty Poem

Some have left because they did not have time

Some have left because they did not find love

Some have left because they went for excitement

Some had left because they were in love with God and tradition

Some had left because they had not found the one

Some had left because they were bored

Some had left because there were excuses

Some had left because I let them go

Some had left because it was obvious

In the end there was always a manly reason to leave

And a womanly reason to search

Then there was a reason to believe

That it was gone for good

I feel that good things happen after the bad things

Does not matter how hard it is

That is what my mother taught me for real

Work work work whatever happens and depend on yourself

But I always depended on her, relied on her

Now I feel I need to rely on someone

Love is a long process

You have to be ready to go ready to mistake ready to take risk

You have to give from yourself otherwise it is not worth

Some said they had nothing to give

Some had taken things and gone

Some had given flowers

Some had written poetry

Some were only inventors

Some were only dreamers

Some were too idealist

Some were just not so much into 

Some were just in need of love

And as they saw they could be loved they underestimated it

There is always a reason to leave and sometimes I left

Because there was no more to say or do

And they knew that it was coming but they were surprised too

Then I found someone to trust and love

To blame and be blamed for

He did not leave me he said he would not

I trusted him and took him by the hand

It seemed that we would be together till the end

Then I left cause he escaped sometimes

And now it seems loneliness is a rule

And there is no rule in love

There is not only disappointment though

Lots of unkept promises and unreached dreams

Lots of loving and kisses

Lots of fights and reconciliation

And it seems that love as life is a long process.

ps. the picture below belongs to David La Chapelle.