Today

Today I colored my hair unsuccessfully
My make up skills are getting better
No, not yet, I have not become a mother.

I have been unemployed for the last three months
My job search skills are not getting any better
If I have a good job or not, does it really matter?

Today my hormones are making me confused
I am cold and hungry and tired
Who said that with age it would get better?
Maybe it is a list of to-do(s) that I gather

I gather from my experience
One becomes wiser and less trustful
We start with all confidence and then we are fooled
Then we smile and think about vendetta
Watching Padrino and Kill Bill
Anger fills and eats us like a worm
Then all is calm like the 4.30 in the evening
We stand still and we think
In the middle of life, politics and individual affairs
Would it be possible to be tougher?