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Hit and Run


have been to the parks and libraries
have also seen atrocities
have run after the prey
which was an echo of empty words

I heard it in the distance 
ran towards endlessly 
thinking and hoping
acting almost carelessly 

then came mindfulness
and permanent make up 
apple facebook and whatsup
and societal appreciation on social media 

it was weird yet confusing 
so I kept on refusing 
that I did not do it for fame 
and in fact, I was in their frame 

when I bought that dress online 
knew that this was not going to be the only one 
it seems we are all rejected from earth 
some die and some kill and some just live like a bird 
and it overwhelmed me to think about it 
I arrived at nowhere sailing my boat 
so I took an oath 

to find a solution 
yet not there 
and one is to wait for 
the other is to scare
and the other is hit and run 
another is try try try till you die 

I chose the last one and am trying 
jumping without direction
if it was fate it was to be this way 
if it was religion it was to be this way 
if it was math it was to be this way 

and I hate how it is

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