Hit and Run

have been to the parks and libraries

have also seen atrocities

have run after the prey

which was an echo of empty words

I heard it in the distance 

ran towards endlessly 

thinking and hoping
acting almost carelessly 

then came mindfulness

and permanent make up 

apple facebook and whatsup

and societal appreciation on social media 

it was weird yet confusing 

so I kept on refusing 

that I did not do it for fame 

and in fact, I was in their frame 

when I bought that dress online 

knew that this was not going to be the only one 

it seems we are all rejected from earth 

some die and some kill and some just live like a bird 

and it overwhelmed me to think about it 

I arrived at nowhere sailing my boat 

so I took an oath 

to find a solution 

yet not there 

and one is to wait for 
the other is to scare

and the other is hit and run 

another is try try try till you die 

I chose the last one and am trying 

jumping without direction

if it was fate it was to be this way 

if it was religion it was to be this way 

if it was math it was to be this way 

and I hate how it is